hope.

How I wish I could know who I am,
and what it is in this world that I seek.

stolen.

and guess what?

its missing again.

where the hell could it be?

the man who has a brain smaller than his "little friend"

first and foremost.
after 37 post,this time (and hope it would be the last)
i shall write in anger..
so,if u stumble upon foul language and stuffs,
pardon me..but i can't help it at the moment.

to the guy who drove a car made by a Malaysian manufacturer;

dear ayam,

for the first time in my life,i really feel that i want to chop somebody's heads off.
for someone of your height,believe me, it does not suit nor reflect your mind capacity. but yeah,
i guess u can blame the gravity because all the blood that should go to your brain and your
upper head have gone to the "other" head..so tell me now,u still want to go and talk itik
about your love life where it is sweet because u don't put any expectation? hey lembu,
as far as we all know, u have been counting days,waiting for your girlfriend. I'm sure that a
man like u, u have things that need to be fulfilled and to be satisfied.. I bet by the time this post is being published, u have already got what u want. heh.

sometimes it makes me wonder. are u really that "slow type of learner" or u just plain
stupid. bloody imbecile. simple instruction also u can't follow. i just hope that if u planned to ruin
yourself with your stupidity, make sure I'm out of it.and yeah. right now, i seriously have lost faith and respect towards u. and i swear to God, it will be hard for u to earn them back.

anyway,i shall stop now cause i don't want to add more sins on my stockpile.i know, I'm not that good either. but at least, i did not messed up other people's lives itik.
plus,it would be a defamatory statement if I accidentally spill or write that ayam's name.

In conclusion, i just hope that someday you'll change. stop being an asshole and plan your live well cause if u failed to plan, then u planned to fail.

p/s save your sorry words, i don't want to hear it.

*post ini ditapis untuk tontonan umum.. clasifikasi pembaca (u)

relationship, people and expectation..

now, for God sake and the love of heaven,
I just want to make a few rebuttals regarding
a couple of statements that i have read recently..
Just for a reality check..

simple equation of reality.

people = expectation
relationship = people + expectation
relationship = (expectation + expectation)
thus, relationship = expectation(2)
* the = sign means have
* the (2) sign means greater

statement for rebuttals :-

*relationship is more pure and sincere if you don't put expectation*

how on the earth can u achieve this? how can a person seriously believe
that he/she can put no expectation when having a relationship?
even in God to human relationship still have expectation. i.e
when a person worshiped his/her God, he/she expects the prayer
would be accepted etc etc..So, does this means that there is other relationship
that is more pure than the God to human relationship? and another thing, if there's
no expectation in the relationship,how does it ends? and what's the relationship's goal? will
it ends with marriage?also how to improve the relationship when its goal-less?
thus,in my point of view an expectation-less relationship would be use-less relationship.

well,i got more..but i guess i'll write it off later..
so,any poi people?
by the way,if anyone feel offended with this post,
know this,i don't give a **** =)

p/s :- sweet things are not good to your health,it promote obesity and other diseases.
now,if you are fat and you don't know why? think again..it must be all the cheesy and
sweet statement by your bf..hahahaha

new year's resolution.

everyone been asking what's my new year's resolution.
well i guess if i say it out loud,it would be more like a statement
rather then a resolution. kan?

don't worry, I'll share nonetheless. =)

firstly, i want to focus more on my studies..no more playing around.
besides, I'm old already =p

secondly, I'm trying t0 cut down my bad habit(s)

lastly, trying to be a good son,a good brother, a good boyfriend(if i have a gf this year),
a good student, a good citizen and also a good muslim.

(note; all things are equally important =p)

ohhh, another thing, I'm planning to go green by riding a bicycle in the campus..
hopefully,i larat to fulfill that thing =)

anyway,best wishes to all my friends..hope 2009 will bring us more happiness than before.


lots of love

alex hakim *wink*