5.33 a.m. 18 March 2011.

i can't sleep.yet i'm barely awake.
a tormented soul within a weak body.

yes, i'm falling apart.

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March 17, 2011 @ 2.03 a.m.

happy birthday to Fanna, shaf and all.



I'm awake, wide awake. i have trouble sleeping lately.
wait, i have many troubles lately. sleeping, waking up, eating and studying and all.

too many things to handle a single time. tho i always think that i'm good at multi-tasking, that form is temporary and class is permanent, but i guess im wrong. things are a bit messy these days. i can't handle much.

nuff said.



I was browsing thru the internet and i found some website, telling how good their book on love and dating advice for women. they even said that it is so good and practical and if you didn't like it, money back guaranteed. here are some of the tips:

1. Without quality time, your relationship will not survive. Carve out at least half an hour a night, and at least one day a month when you the two of you spend time exclusively together. [how about long-distance r/ships?]

2. You will both need security, comfort. A good relationship is built on compromise and a great deal of give and take on both sides.[how to compromise without sacrificing your personal values?]

3. Keep your dependence and independence in balance. Tell and show your partner how much you need him, but don't cling, as that can make your partner feel trapped.[how?]

4. Encourage him to listen to you, by showing appreciation when he does. By the same token, show interest when he talks to you. Be aware that most men aren't mentally programmed for conversation in the way women are. They need more silence and internal time. [listen to what? drama?]

5. Make him appreciate you. Don't wait for a spontaneous compliment, but say something good about yourself and ask for his agreement.[self-praising?]

6. Learn to do the one thing that is most likely to restore good feeling in your relationship - giving your partner a genuine, loving and approving smile.[how?]

7.Often those subtle quirks that first attracted you to your partner can, with time, turn around and become toe-curlingly annoying habits. Learn to love him the way he is.[lame]

8. Hidden resentments poison a relationship; so if something bothers you, say it. Remember that while men are wary of emotional conversations, they love to find solutions. Express your problem and then ask him to help you find the answer.[easier said than done]

9. Learn that punishing your partner won't work. It may make you feel better to give him a hard time, but it will actually make him dig his heels in more. A better tactic is to reward the things you like and ignore what you don't like.[compromising?]

Now, i read it twice. no, thrice and for god sake, i think the author is a cheater who earns a lot of money by selling this crap advice. the wording is a bit vague. but i guess that's the whole point. the more confusing people get by reading his/her advice, the more money [s]he can squeezed.

I've raised question for each point and i don't think the author have the answers either. tho people can be categorized in general, there can't be a general advice in love or relationship as the circumstances would vary between person. when in love, each and every person are unique in their own way [or maybe stupid]. and their heart - has reason, that reason itself does not understand.

anyhow, kudos to the author for advices. not that i don't agree, in fact most of the point are quite true in a sense that it takes two to tango, but i hate the fact that people made a lot of profit out of other people's misfortune. but hey, that's life. deal with it. truth hurts and life isn't easy as you think.


p/s: anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart =)


okayh, dah lama tangguh, kasihan readers blog ni.
walaupun maybe aku perasan sorang2 kot la ada orang follow or
stalk senyap2. tapi memang takde hal punya. nak baca, sukahati.
nak follow sukahati. nak bahan pon suka hati.


its a hectic week for me, tests and assignments. classes lagi la semak.
manjang penuh, tapi aku je asyik hilang. Lrm due date dah dekat. final pon dah dekat.
aku tak insaf2 lagi. ponteng tak hengat dunia. walaupun setiap minggu aku cam nyesal gila tak gi kelas. tapi tu la, dah tua-tua ni asyik sakit. aku sendiri pon muak dah makan ubat. panadol macam mentos. ponstan macam asam, makan pon takde effect. risau ade, cuak ade. doktor pon smpai dok ingat aku dok faking sakit. nasib tak gaduh je kat Pusat kesihat. nak tuduh beragak la. orang dok sakit. panas aku. ikut hati nak mmg dah lama doktor tu yang kena.


oh btw, bnyk gila gmbar nak post tapi tak sempat. tunggu yeah.? =p

p/s: kalau tak suka, senyap2 sudah okayh.

dear bloggy.

sorry saya lama tinggalkan awak terbiar.
kalau ikut hukum, dah boleh jatuh talaq.

takpe. saya janji saya akan slalu belai
awak okayh?

muahx8 =)

Customer service and tech support

Tech support for a wireless phone company received a call from an irate lady who could not understand why she would be billed for "airtime." Tech support explained to her it was because she had exceeded the minutes in her plan, and after that she is charged by the minute. She was still irate. Finally, she asked why she thought she should not be charged for airtime. Her reply, "I wasn't even on an airplane last month!"

An exasperated woman called a tech support help desk saying she couldn't turn on her new computer.
After ensuring the computer was plugged in, the technician asked her what happened when she pushed the power button. Her response, "I pushed it over and over again and nothing happens."

After a brief interrogation, the tech support rep discovered that the woman thought the mouse was a "foot pedal" similar to the one she used to power her sewing machine.

A call centre operator for electricity company, once had a woman call to ask if they could turn off the power to her house because she was now at work and had realised she'd left the curling iron on.

An extremely disappointed woman rang the online department store from which she had purchased a cat scratching post. In the catalogue, the product is pictured with two little kittens climbing on it. The customer's complaint? That the product had been delivered but the two cats weren't inside the box!! The advisor explained politely that the picture was for illustration purposes only and that there was no way that they could send live animals via a parcel delivery service, but the customer continued to rant at him, threatening to report the complaint to Trading Standards, the press, her solicitors etc etc.

Customer (to Phone company) : I've been calling 700-1000 for two days and can't get through. Can you help?
Operator: Where did you get that number, sir?
Customer: It's on the door of the business.
Operator: Sir, those are the hours that the business is open.

Caller: I deleted a file from my PC last week and I just realized that I need it. So, if I turn my system clock back two weeks will I get my file back again?

A customer rings an airline company and asks the consultant "for a booking from here to Sydney return."
The consultant asks: "Where are you calling from ?"
Customer: "My kitchen."

Consultant answers call with airline greeting.
Caller, not listening, "Yes, could I have a taxi?"
Consultant advises, "You have called _____ Airlines."
Caller, "I'm at this address..."
Consultant, "I'm sorry sir. But you have called _____ Airlines. I'm afraid you must have dialed the wrong number."
Caller, "Yes,yes, how long will the taxi be, I'm in a hurry" and repeats his address.
Consultant, "We'll send a plane for you. It will be about 15 minutes."
Caller, "Thanks mate, I'll be out the front. And hurry!"

of suka suka and being sarcastic. =)

I was lepak-ing the other day with my old friend,
who is or to be exact used to be my apprentice,
my victim of abuse =p,( i have a very odd way to show affection )
and a person whom i believe to have the potential to shine.
she's quite a character.

nonetheless, that is not the story. baru mukaddimah je ^_^. i came across
this piece of writing made by a close person when i was doing my weekend routine,
which is blog-hopping. quite interesting this post was when i first read.

it was published like this:

"i am the same person no matter how i live my life.
deep inside, i am still me.
with that same principle, the same believes, the same flaws.
the same face with the same attitude.
but maybe i kinda adapt myself in my new surrounding.
that's called growing up. not changing.
so don't judge dear old friends."

sekilas pandang, it looks like a normal emo-post which most girls of
her age would published. as a matter of fact, most girls would face
the same problem as her, which are conformity, acceptance, identity crises and peer pressure.

This girl who wrote this post definitely are having issues with her friends.
torn into different sides and group of friends.

clearly she was trying to restore their friendship in a sense that she was assuring that she is still a same person regardless of what had happened between them and she has not changed but only growing up.

let's face it. the fact is that people change each and every second.
even in the growing up process you'll change. look at your physical attributes,
your mental capacity and also the knowledge that you've gained.

i do not want to argue on the fact that "i am still me" because yes, you're the same person, with the same name. but attitude wise, you are not the same. physical wise, you are not the same, mentally wise, you are not the same.

growing up means you'll need to take full responsibilities of your actions. and blaming others or other things won't help. in fact it would only make you look stupid and immature.

a wise person once told me " it is not your fault when people judge u badly, but it is your fault when you give them reasons to judge you that way "

therefore, I rest my case.

p/s : it's cynical, sarcastic and mean. but if you looked from the different perspective, you'll see a good advice. read between the lines. =)

Sadaani Khalas (Believe me once and for all)

lyric [translation]

Sadaani khalas,
Believe me, that's it.
Men bein el nas,
From amongst all people,
Habeitak wekhtartak leya.
I have loved you and have chosen you for myself.

Tool mana wayak,
As long as I am with you,
Odami malak.
There is an angel in front me
Khaleitni ma ghamaatsh einaya.
You have made me never shut my eyes.

Chorus 1:
Allah... ya salam.
Oh god.. wow!
Fe eneik ahla kalam.
In your eyes, I found the most beautiful words.

Chorus 2:
Arrab menni shwaya shwaya.
Come closer little by little.
Albi we albak sawa yetlao.
So my heart and yours can find each other.
El donia enta maletha alaya.
You have filled my world.
Da el hob elli mahadesh daao.
This is the love nobody has ever tasted.

Arrab menni shwaya shwaya.
Come closer little by little.
Add mateqdar arab tani.
As much as you can, come closer.
El donia enta maletha alaya.
You have filled my world.
We kaeini makhlooq ala shani.
And it's like you were created just for me.

Ya araa el nas,
Oh most kind person,
Fe eneik ehsas.
There is affection in your eyes.
Be yakhodni maa bansa el donia.
When I see them, I forget the world.
Domini be edeik,
Embrace me with your arms,
Law ghali aleik.
If I am precious to you.
Madayash yareit wala sania.
Don't waste time, not even a second.

(Chorus 1)

(Chorus 2)

Habibi, habibi.
My darling, my darling.
Ana mehtaglak tefdal ganbi.
I need you to stay next to me.
Ah habibi,
Oh darling,
Add ma teqdar, arrab tani.
As much as possible, come closer.

p/s i miss you dear. =|

.:: Storyteller ::.

obfuscating and confusing.

.:: about him ::.

My photo
.:: A guy who is sarcastic and sweetly mean in nature ::.

.:: Angels =) ::.

.:: Chatbox ::.