summary and compilation of story~
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First story : summary of vc cup..
Well it didn't turn out as what we have expected..
can't say we are not prepared...our team did great job..
winning n fighting for the spot..however,at very last battle..
we fell..from my observation, the only thing that our teams are lacking
is in the exposure of competitive debate environment..most of them participated
only in the branch house tournament..and its not enough for them..lets look at an analogy ;
last vc,our team, the seniors [azad,fuzail,karl,adam,hilwa,shai n sham] who got
the spot for quarter are regularly participating in tournaments and ivy's..
within 3 semester,we've when to I.C.R.C debate, VC cup, Utp open also shah alam open..
since they have enough knowledge,they can excel and do well..Some may argued that it is
because of the training..but i can assure u that,the training..is enough..all the juniors need is to
have the experienced..when we combined both experience and knowledge..it will become
power..and by that time, the team can surely excel in any tournament..
anyway,very best of luck to them..keep striving for what u have believe in!
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Second story ;
between life and death.
Yesterday, i visited my god-grandfather after a long period of time..
well everyone was busy so we didn't have to visit him..
anyway..i was shocked!..he looks terrible..he can't say a word..only nodding his head
couple of time..i was so sad when i saw him..lying on his bed..then,my mom asked me to read
Yassin for him..so i read passionately and the next thing i know,tears run down my cheek
like a stream..i can't hold myself..i stopped couple of times,wiped off my tears and then continued reading Yassin..I begged at God,at his mercy, please take him with you..I just can't stand looking at him alive but in a great pain..take him God..but again..its not my choice nor my decision
to determine his life and death..
all i can say is that, I'm sad..looking at him also makes me wonder about things in life..about
my life..it gives me these sort of question; "bila nak berubah.." "ape nak jadi.."
and all these question,i don't have the answer at the moment..ghahhh..
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|compilation|
.:: Broken ::.
Broken hearts, love's deceit,
pieces fall down to my feet.
Broken promises, love's a lie,
puddles form from tears I cry.
Broken dreams, love's illusion,
sorrowed cause of your intrusion.
Broken hope, love's a game,
doesn't last, ends the same.
Broken sleep, love's the cause,
digs at me with sharpened claws.
Broken spirit, love of sorrow,
stolen now is my tomorrow.
Broken life, love is lost,
Broken now and that's the cost.
yeah..broken..but thats life as it should be...with its up and down..
someone told me that when you're climbing the stairs of life, you might get up
another level,or you might fall below..
but when you're at the bottom,the only way to move is to get up..
so yeah..I'm trying...they'd say that we only use 10% of our brains,but i guess,
we'll end up using only 10% or our hearts..anyway, salute!
p/s I'm not koo koo yet ;p
.:: people and things that i'm gonna miss in kedah ::.
First and foremost,the people that i miss the most :
looking forward to see you guys this weekend.
Next, my sifu =)
And also the adjudication session
Also my "loft"
and how can i forget - Makbul sp (minus hisyam)
yeah, malinja
Kedah debating society
Last but not least, my friends and the prelawrians;
well, I'm sorry if your picture wasn't uploaded here..but i can assured u,that each and everyone
that i know and i befriend with shall be treasured till the day i died..yeah..i promise that..
until our path crossed again,i shall say sayonara and take care..may god bless you guys all
p/s I do miss kedah..the food,the people and the surroundings.
debater..listen up!
well,VC cup is just around the corner..and since we didn't have our training session,
i need u guys to go to this website and read as many articles as you can..please..
Kedah's name is in your hand..yes your hand dear debaters..so start reading..
see u guys there..happy holidays ;)
http://www.economist.com/debate
p/s don't worry guys,it would be fun..trust me
.:: someone..someday ::.
someone...
missing someone shouldn't
be measured by how long
you haven't met or spoken
to that someone...
missing someone counts
when your going through
any moment wishing that
your someone is with you...
someday...
someday,when I'm with
that special someone,
I would love to say
"you are my someone baby,
you are the one who i miss the most.
and every moment, i wish you are
experiencing with me too..
perhaps...perhaps...perhaps...
kebingungan , kebosanan atau saja saja..
Firstly, pardon my page's background..memang saya masih bingung tentang code html dan xml..bukan tak pandai..cuma membaca code yg panjang2 membuat diri terasa bosan..hehe..
it's been three days in k.l. and I'm still trying to adjust my self to home regulations..my freedom seems to be limited at the moment..but its fine i guess since most of my friends still in the exam mode..
it's 3 a.m in the morning..and i can't sleep..and its not good..plus i can't stop thinking about a girl who is far away from me..thinking about a girl that at the moment seems to be out of my grasp.. thinking about a girl that can never be mine..
plain stupid huh?
bet i am one..
a friend of mine said that it takes courage to be a fool..but a fool with courage doesn't solve anything..i need idea..i need a fresh one..
perhaps or maybe someday when this journey of endless misery ends,
it would make me a better man..and a much more wiser than today...
amen~
p/s I'm hungry right now.. ;(
*disclaimer - kebingungan, kebosanan atau saja saja..ini hanya luahan rasa
fallen~
She's good to me,
she's a sight to see,
but she's ALREADY SOMEBODY'S BABY..
I can make you smile,
if you stay for a while,
but you're ALREADY SOMEBODY'S BABY..
p/s all i need is time...
