2010 is coming soon. as usual,
here's some of december 2009 review.
first event - my sister's wedding (5/12)
it was awesome. tho i managed to screw things up
by becoming an emcee. haha. i totally forgot to prepare my script.
anyways. it was awesome. tapi tiring. like hell
second event - cousin's wedding (12/12)
again wedding. what does it mean? food.
free food peeps. n am getting fat..aiyayaya.
third event - sister's wedding *groom side* (19/12)
makan makan makan. plus travelling to kedah.
mengimbau memory. haha. s.p pulak tu.
semua kedai best pegi visit. hahahah.
fourt event. another cousin's wedding. in kelantan (26/12)
lepas wedding. pusing punya pusing. makan lagi.
*mee celup.*
fifth event. golfing. haha (30/12)
*vain* as usual.
anyway. back to 2010,
azam baru? blajar bersungguh- sungguh.
hahaha.
p/s. missing (1.14.14.5) =)
december update.
Passion.
now, a week ago, i was still struggling.
trying to find the passion, the pace to study.
am really grateful that everything are falling into pieces;
in a good way of course, but sadly, still got issues with the pace.
though sometimes taking matters in a baby steps is a good thing,
study on the hand, doesn't work that way especially when your paper
is approximately in 36 hours time and there's lots of topics to cover up.
maybe this time around, my photographic memory can help me out;
though i really doubt it because my dysfunctional brain kept thinking about
other things. or maybe people to be precise.
hahahaha. now i feel lame. trying to prove a point - still.
p/s. anybody's up sushi?
how hard can it be?
Sorry for the very ever-late post.
been a while,been busy doing..nothing.
Just when i started to realize that I am human
after all, that i do have feelings and that the feelings started to grow
and am very fond of the other person,
reality kicks in. hard. now am a bit devastated. or a bit
frustrated. i don't know actually. mixed feelings along the way.
This is what happened when you've been so indecisive.
Sorry alex hakim khalip, you just missed the freaking boat.
too bad eh?
p/s finals coming up, and i need someone to teach me on MLS II. God damn-it.
Lost.
I feel a bit lost lately.
not a bit, maybe more.
Neither do i have the appetite
to study nor the hunger for success.
I do not feel the spark,
the adrenelines' rush that i used
to have, and
i hate when it happens because
i know that all these things are important.
Things used to be easy, like a knife cutting thru a butter.
but now, only God knows how shitty
my life is.
I LOST my inspiration,
and I LOST my soul.
What more can i ask?
Emphasise positive personal change
Malaysian Syariah authorities should reconsider the law on consuming alcohol, which is described in the Quran in the mildest language of prohibition.
ON July 20, the Pahang Syariah High Court sentenced part-time model Kartika Sari Dewi Shukarnor, 32, to a RM5,000 fine and six lashes of the rotan for drinking beer.
No doubt the court has the jurisdiction to impose such a sentence as provided by the law.
Some have questioned the appropriateness of the sentence of whipping given that the court has discretion to impose a mixture of fine, imprisonment and binding Kartika over for good behaviour for a certain period, or just admonish her.
Others have questioned the appropriateness based on the legitimate argument that the Syariah holds Muslims responsible for their actions that result in negative opinions of Islam.
A news item like this certainly presents Islam and Malaysia negatively on the international stage.
But I would urge the Malaysian Syariah authorities to seriously reconsider the Syariah basis of this law on the following Syariah grounds:
Neither the Quran nor the Hadith invokes a penalty for alcohol consumption. The sin of consuming alcohol is described in the Quran in the mildest language of prohibition.
When it comes to dietary laws, the Quran commands the believers in Sura 5:3: “forbidden (hurrimat) to you is the dead animal, loose blood, and the flesh of the pig”.
The 90th verse of the same Sura cautions the believers that “wine, gambling, etc, are an impurity so avoid them (fa-jtanibuh)”.
Some legal scholars suggest that the divine command ijtinab, to avoid something, is milder language than tahrim, prohibition.
A Muslim consuming a glass of wine with a pork chop commits a more serious offence in eating pork; yet as there is no Quran or Hadith penalty for consuming pork, there is also none for alcohol consumption.
The question then is how did the penalty for alcohol consumption come about?
It occurred during the time of the second Caliph Umar b. al-Khattab. There was a companion of the Prophet (sahabi) who had fought on the Prophet’s side in his battles.
A heavy drinker, he would walk the streets of Madina drunk at night and loudly shout scandalous things about people. The inhabitants of Madina complained, and Umar formed a committee to decide what to do.
Imam Ali, based on the man having committed slander, suggested the penalty for slander, whose maximum penalty is 80 lashes.
Since that time, this has been considered the maximum penalty for alcohol consumption, based on utilising the Syariah concept of ta`zir (deterrence).
I disagree with this being the mandatory sentence for the offence of wine consumption, because it is the maximum sentence for another, separate offence – slander – albeit committed under the influence of alcohol.
Had the man just fallen on the street in a stupor and suffered a terrible hangover without having hurt anyone, no punishment would have been established.
Had cars existed then and had he run his car over some pedestrians and killed them, should we invoke ta`zir now and have a penalty for alcohol consumption equal to that of accidental manslaughter?
There are additional arguments we can marshal from the Quran and Hadith. The Quran repeatedly urges Muslims to forgive those who wrong them, even for slander and manslaughter!
When the Prophet Mohamed’s wife Aisha was wrongly accused of having committed adultery, her father Abu Bakr sought to have the penalty of libel meted against one of his employees who had slandered her.
God then revealed verse 24:22, urging the believers to pardon and forgive those who have wronged them, so that God would forgive them their own sins.
But I see no evidence that Kartika wronged anybody after drinking beer.
Verse 4:92 gives the penalty for a Muslim accidentally killing another as freeing a slave and paying compensation to the victim’s family – unless the family forgoes compensation and forgives the offender.
And if the defendant can’t afford to pay, then he should fast for two consecutive months. Accidental homicide is a much greater sin than alcohol consumption; yet the Quran suggests that the victim’s family would do well to forgive the offender, and the penalty here is not jail time or corporal punishment, but a two-month fast.
The Quranic and Prophetic teachings are about forgiveness, compassion and positive personal transformation. Sura 48:29 describes Prophet Mohamed’s companions as “firm against unbelievers and compassionate to themselves”, and this is what I urge the Malaysian authorities to exemplify: show compassion to Kartika and forgive her.
But if the Pahang Syariah court insists on establishing a penalty for the mere consumption of alcohol, why not replace the current law – a maximum penalty of a RM5,000 fine and six lashes of the rotan – with spending RM5,000 on feeding the poor and fasting for six days?
Wouldn’t that be more in keeping with the letter and spirit of the Quran and the Prophetic Sunnah?
Were this the case, I have a hunch that many Malaysians who imbibe may voluntarily mete such a “penalty” on themselves – to the benefit of the poor, to the benefit of their own spiritual progress and standing before God on Judgment Day, and to the benefit of the Malaysian Syariah Court’s, Islam’s and Malaysia’s image on the international stage.
> Imam Feisal Abdul Rauf is the Chairman of the Cordoba Initiative, an international organisation devoted to improving West-Muslim world relations, and author of “Islam, A Sacred Law, What Every Muslim Should know about the Shariah”.
p/s this is a reminder to all.
salam ramadhan dari alexhakim.
tribute to someone.
There's this girl i knew once,
she's beautiful; mind and soul.
I was hoping to get to know her,
but i guess God have planned for something better.
Nonetheless; if i could turn back time,
i would be happy to know her more; in and out.
Cause' i saw potential,
and i saw all the good things in her,
that i would love to hear.
dedicated to : 2007-217-572
p/s; moving forward, one step at a time.
Random
*If a guy tells you that he’s not ready for a relationship, take his word for it.
Believe it or not, men really hate to disappoint women. So if he’s “gotten up the guts to actually cross the threshold and tell you that he’s not ready for a relationship, he means business,” says Oikle. There could be a variety of explanations for his antirelationship position (he has commitment issues, he wants to hook up with other people, he doesn’t see you as girlfriend material), but in the end, the result is the same: He’s doesn’t desire to be your boyfriend. End of story.
And no, he won’t change his mind when he gets to know you a little better. “Once a guy decides how he sees a girl in his life, it’s hard to break out of that thinking,” says Coleman. Warning: If you stick around after he’s told you this, he will likely take it as a sign that you’re cool with the casual, nonexclusive nature of your relationship. So make sure you are.
soure ; cosmopolitan mag.
down.
"when you're down, when you need someone, I'll be there."
this is effing sweet.
especially when you promise it to someone special.
but i wonder,
If I'm down,or lost, or in need of someone,
who will be there for me?
p/s this is not fun.
*minus friends n family, without you guys, I'll die weyh.
am i fat?
to ily.
this is a freakin' rare occasion.
never like to show my photos,
but since u didn't believe me just now,
i kene tunjuk kan?..
.:: prepare untuk gelak peeps ::.
*gambar after spm. pegi holiday with friends kat genting*
*yang ni gler gemuks. right before masuk uitm. i blame mcd for this sbb time keje is also time makan at mcd. est weight - 95 kg*
*before masuk third sem for asasi. time ni gambar kluar cleo. =p*
*ni right before masuk sem satu degree. tgh bercuti di pd*
*this is the newest picture. skrang my weight constantly changing. mcm recession.
tapi tak lari between 75-80.*
so, puas hati u ily?
*tips to lose weight.
ni routine i. but there's always execeptions.
heavy breakfast - light lunch/fruits - light dinner - light supper/fruits
exercise at least 10 minutes a day.
swimming.
that's all. i eat what i want and no dieting.
ahaks =p
changes in life.
seasons change,
from summer to winter.
people change,
from bad to better.
the world change,
from good to greater.
in the end,
there's only one thing left unchanged.
which is my heart - and the fact that
it won't stop loving you.
all this while, I've been trying to
put these feelings into words.
but i can't.
the only thing i can do is thinking
about you. =)
p/s. I'm bored. let's lepak jom
come what may,
as usual, football,
there's only two outcomes.
is either you win or you lose.
in my case, my favorite team lost.
bloody hell.
and, mcm biasa juga, kalah betting.
i have to walk around,without my man u shirt.
dah la hujan. mmg kene kaw nye lah tadi.
panas je hati ni..
takpe barca. takpe.
laen hari team wa titik lu.
p/s terasa nak demam. hujan yang sejuk dan hati yang tengah panas..
terbaikkkkkkkkkkkkk =|
even kalah pon,
I'm proud to say that I'm a man u fan.
till i die, yeah you heard me. till i die
*pffffft*
holidayyy
holiday.
its like every other day for me.
a bit boring, but i'm glad.
at least i got un-utilize time to
do things.
.reading
.poetry
.cooking
a bit gayish i must say, but these things
have kept me away from my troubled heart.
p/s Just turned 19 the other day..hahaha.still young what.. =p
birthday parttyyy
here some of the pictures from my surprise parttyy =)
thanks you guys
*shaf eating as usual*
*vanesh*
*fuz*
*the girls*
*birthday boy makin' his speech*
*cake*
*bbq*
*the whole crowd*
Good place,great food and awesome friends.
I love you guys. xoxo
May 13
no more riots for me,
instead,Karl n the gang gave me a surprise birthday party!
good place,great food and awesome people.
what more can i ask?
Thank God for giving me these wonderful friends.
won't trade them with anything, i swear =)
p/s, i'll upload the pictures later.
of constitutional law and bed.
5.36 in the morning.
with three days to go.
shit.
i did not start reading anything yet!
tempting how my bed is.
i can't get enough of you.
=(
May
how far?
how far would u go?
or what would u do?
to save someone/something
that is/are special to u?
would u do anything?
would u steal?
would u kill?
would u die for it?
for me,
i would sell my soul.
Heart.
They said that the heart has reasons that reason itself don't understand.
I believed that.
Been ages since i last cried.
8 years ago..when my brother died.
I cried. like hell.
Never thought that i cried again.
Never thought that i still have the heart.
The feelings.
But God knows well.
There's still a soft side inside me.
The one that being hide and locked.
Do not want it to be discovered.
Do not want be sad.
But somehow.
It touches me just now.
And i cried.
I cried again.
Like hell.
Xtahan lah
terbaik lah test MLS tadi...
saya blank sepanjang test...
ape yang baca tidak keluar...
menjadi satu persoalan..
ape yang saya bace sebenarnye?????
.:: Into the night ::.
I could search the entire world,
I could swim the entire ocean,
I could walk the entire continent.
And yet, i could not find it.
The world lost its sparks,
The food lost its taste,
And I,
I lost my heart.
______________________________________
I shall let you go thief,
for I could never catch you.
Go and run O' thief,
And find whatever you need.
It is not me that you seek,
And it is not in me that you shall find happiness.
Go and run O' thief,
And never look back at me.
Don't worry bout my heart that you've break,
for it would healed by itself when sadness fades away.
v-day
v-day is freaking boring. Period!
p/s; berhati-hati lah couple2 diluar sana..tgh banyak operasi nih.
devil's within
for the past few weeks,
anger and hatred lingers
around my heart.
cursed that heart o' mine,
for it brings nothing but misery to all.
p/s alex says sorry to all.
What's wrong with me.
Letih,
penat,
minggu yang penuh dugaan.
Ya Tuhan,
tunjukkanlah jalan yang terbaik untuk
hamba mu ini. =|
disclaimer.
I'm writing my blog in general.
and i do promote critical thinking.
everyone who read my blog are
encourage to make their own conclusion.
however,i do NOT support assumption.
because when you guys assume, u just made an ASS out
of U and ME understood?
Don't miss understood me, this is not an Apologizing statements.
I don't think it is necessary.Plus, my previous post was not a defamatory one,
and I'm not liable for everything.
p/s sorry is a big word and i ain't giving it easily.
but i do feel sorry for the people who can't differentiate between general
and private statements.
the man who has a brain smaller than his "little friend"
first and foremost.
after 37 post,this time (and hope it would be the last)
i shall write in anger..
so,if u stumble upon foul language and stuffs,
pardon me..but i can't help it at the moment.
to the guy who drove a car made by a Malaysian manufacturer;
dear ayam,
for the first time in my life,i really feel that i want to chop somebody's heads off.
for someone of your height,believe me, it does not suit nor reflect your mind capacity. but yeah,
i guess u can blame the gravity because all the blood that should go to your brain and your
upper head have gone to the "other" head..so tell me now,u still want to go and talk itik
about your love life where it is sweet because u don't put any expectation? hey lembu,
as far as we all know, u have been counting days,waiting for your girlfriend. I'm sure that a
man like u, u have things that need to be fulfilled and to be satisfied.. I bet by the time this post is being published, u have already got what u want. heh.
sometimes it makes me wonder. are u really that "slow type of learner" or u just plain
stupid. bloody imbecile. simple instruction also u can't follow. i just hope that if u planned to ruin
yourself with your stupidity, make sure I'm out of it.and yeah. right now, i seriously have lost faith and respect towards u. and i swear to God, it will be hard for u to earn them back.
anyway,i shall stop now cause i don't want to add more sins on my stockpile.i know, I'm not that good either. but at least, i did not messed up other people's lives itik.
plus,it would be a defamatory statement if I accidentally spill or write that ayam's name.
In conclusion, i just hope that someday you'll change. stop being an asshole and plan your live well cause if u failed to plan, then u planned to fail.
p/s save your sorry words, i don't want to hear it.
*post ini ditapis untuk tontonan umum.. clasifikasi pembaca (u)
relationship, people and expectation..
now, for God sake and the love of heaven,
I just want to make a few rebuttals regarding
a couple of statements that i have read recently..
Just for a reality check..
simple equation of reality.
people = expectation
relationship = people + expectation
relationship = (expectation + expectation)
thus, relationship = expectation(2)
* the = sign means have
* the (2) sign means greater
statement for rebuttals :-
*relationship is more pure and sincere if you don't put expectation*
how on the earth can u achieve this? how can a person seriously believe
that he/she can put no expectation when having a relationship?
even in God to human relationship still have expectation. i.e
when a person worshiped his/her God, he/she expects the prayer
would be accepted etc etc..So, does this means that there is other relationship
that is more pure than the God to human relationship? and another thing, if there's
no expectation in the relationship,how does it ends? and what's the relationship's goal? will
it ends with marriage?also how to improve the relationship when its goal-less?
thus,in my point of view an expectation-less relationship would be use-less relationship.
well,i got more..but i guess i'll write it off later..
so,any poi people?
by the way,if anyone feel offended with this post,
know this,i don't give a **** =)
p/s :- sweet things are not good to your health,it promote obesity and other diseases.
now,if you are fat and you don't know why? think again..it must be all the cheesy and
sweet statement by your bf..hahahaha
new year's resolution.
everyone been asking what's my new year's resolution.
well i guess if i say it out loud,it would be more like a statement
rather then a resolution. kan?
don't worry, I'll share nonetheless. =)
firstly, i want to focus more on my studies..no more playing around.
besides, I'm old already =p
secondly, I'm trying t0 cut down my bad habit(s)
lastly, trying to be a good son,a good brother, a good boyfriend(if i have a gf this year),
a good student, a good citizen and also a good muslim.
(note; all things are equally important =p)
ohhh, another thing, I'm planning to go green by riding a bicycle in the campus..
hopefully,i larat to fulfill that thing =)
anyway,best wishes to all my friends..hope 2009 will bring us more happiness than before.
lots of love
alex hakim *wink*
